Post by Sakuya Kyoudou on Feb 25, 2014 9:19:03 GMT -5
Sakuya sighed and looked away, dismissing Isolde's comment on 'trying your best was all that really mattered.' Soon enough, the princess decided to ask on Sakuya's raging, unbridled hatred of men. Of course, Sakuya was all too willing to explain herself to a fellow woman, hoping she would be able to understand. "...I... came from a messed up family, or something. My... mother explained to me, that she had to arrange 'play dates' with other guys my age... To help earn money. When I ended up with these various guys, all on separate occasions, of course, I had expected simply to hang out with them, and do... Normal things. But... No. They didn't do harmless things. They broke me. They used my body for their own pleasure. They ignored me when I said 'No, I didn't want this.' I can't count the number of times they did not... Oh... I can't say it in front of someone as refined as yourself," Sakuya sighed, shivering as the memories began to bleed out. It was beyond Sakuya, the Shadow's control. The emotion was far too much for even the visage of Lilith to handle.
"I was returned to my mother a shivering, emotional wreck. All she could do was to give me medical attention when I needed it most. She was filthy stinking rich from it. All I could do was endure... Endure the abuse, endure the torture that these filthy men inflicted upon me. Only girls... they were the only ones who truly understood how I felt... How wrong it all was."
I had been pimped, the shadow's consciousness silently reveberated within the form of Sakuya, the human. ...The mother had been a bitch too, come to think of it... But why can't I purge out these memories?
"I was returned to my mother a shivering, emotional wreck. All she could do was to give me medical attention when I needed it most. She was filthy stinking rich from it. All I could do was endure... Endure the abuse, endure the torture that these filthy men inflicted upon me. Only girls... they were the only ones who truly understood how I felt... How wrong it all was."
I had been pimped, the shadow's consciousness silently reveberated within the form of Sakuya, the human. ...The mother had been a bitch too, come to think of it... But why can't I purge out these memories?